Oh darling cause you'll always be my baby <3

jbairdthepirate @ 2007-04-21T23:18:00

2007-04-22T03:45:45Z

so i havent updated anything lately. tons has been going on i dont even know where to start.

my birthday was nice. i got a bunch of clothes. josh took me shopping and out to dinner. then me and danielle went to the mall on my actual birthday and i had chinese for the first time ever. haha me and danielle are going to be rooming together next year so thatll be a real trip.

spring break was okay. i went to my uncles in cali. got my prom dress and shoes. and well anything else that i wanted. i bought josh a skateboard thinking he would be true to me over break. i was kept up with the drama from nikki. so i had my gossip catch up. Few dramatic moments of it but hey its high school spring break. josh had sex with a girl over break. it really hurt my feelings pretty bad seeing as he promised he wouldnt and tried to lie to me about it. the truth just kept coming out about everything. i was never really anything to him but hey its life i guess.

school was just dramatic this week. people were fighting and it was just intense. josh wouldnt even look at me. i hung out with steph most of the week. last night we went to the drive in. josh came... :/ we faught most of the night, i guess i punched him in the face? and now he wants nothing to do with me and i dont have a prom date anymore so who knows what im gonna do now? everything is just very frustrating right now and i just hink i need to stay away from everyone for right now

jbairdthepirate @ 2007-01-09T23:26:00

2007-01-10T04:29:34Z

i hang out with roy raymond way too much at school.
i never go to seminar so i miss KATHY BYERS.
and confer, duh!
i threw josh an amazing party.
he loved it quite a bit. :]
im a good girlfriend <3
then kendall came. it kind of ruined it for me.
then decided to tell everyone i hate her because of josh.
to tell the honest truth, i havent liked her for 3 years.
i bought a fighting ring.
i may use it one day if i get mad enough.
its pretty big and could make someone bleed.
i like joshua a lot.
we are going shopping thursday.
tomorrow is mr. linden ry is co hosting.
its gonna be wayyy cute.
ive decided not to let sluts get to me anymore.

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-12-23T11:22:00

2006-12-23T16:23:31Z

i love christmas.
i love my friends.
i love josh.
i love my family (minus brother).

the holidays put me in such a better mood :]
now i get to go spend $230 on everyone.
wooot. :/

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-12-04T08:07:00

2006-12-04T12:07:02Z

he makes me happy :] and im glad that when i am with him i forget about my problems and am just myself. no one else. and he likes it.

Were Doing Fine, Were Doing Nothing At All

2006-11-19T21:36:35Z

Basically life is going pretty well and its majorly busy with everything going on. There's a lot that has changed and im okay with it.

Cheerleading-- Done for. Didn't go back for basketball season. Didn't wanna deal with drama with stupid girls. Mostly Katy thinking shes hott stuff cause her sister is the coach and trying to talk about me. Hah. She really thought I wouldn't find out and I wouldn't say anything to her about it. Me and Paigey took care of that. So yeah now I have lots of time for other things.

School-- School is school. I learn about 1 thing a day. I have no real hard classes. So I don't challenge myself. I usually sit in the senior commons and gossip with everyone. I hang out with "Mean Girls" now I guess. Haha. I don't were mean. We just don't put up with people we don't like. :] I am really loving my senior year. I think I am gonna go to CMU or Ferris for sure.

Boys-- I like Josh now. Everyone knows that we like each other. But we are not dating. We are just taking it slow. Lots of things going on in our lives. I don't like Steve at all anymore. He calls from time to time but I try not to talk to him for too long cause he just makes me mad usually. He threatened to slit my throat that was real funny to listen to. Hahaha.

That's all the updating I have to do for now. The holidays are here and it makes me so happy :] I love christmas. I get to start downloading christmas songs now. I'm listening to Dashboard and makes me think of back in the day how things have changed in a good way. I hope everyone is doing well.

im gonna right there

2006-11-05T21:50:57Z

i work a lot. and support my boys in life haha -- ryan, harpy, joshy,matt, andy...ect. i dont know what they would do without me in life haha. uhm i we lost our 2nd playoff game so no more cheer for me. but at least the boys made history :] i hang out with joshua a lot lately :] hes real nice to me even though im mean to him he deals. thats all thats really going on.

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-11-01T18:04:00

2006-11-01T22:04:13Z

hot date tonight :]
im excited

LINDEN FOOTBALL

2006-10-28T04:12:04Z

BACK TO BACK METRO CHAMPS

ANDDDD

REGIONAL CHAMPS :]
love you boys

Homecoming 06 -- <3

2006-10-22T17:04:59Z

Recap of my week:
Monday went to school then cheerleading practice. Long day came home layed around then slept.

Tuesday I had the Powderpuff Game. At school the skany juniors were making posters so we of course would retailiate and make better ones. Ash kicked them all out of the Senior Commons at lunch ahha. I was the little center and I knocked down a fat girl and LOVED it. Me and Elyse were Lesbians for a little while on the feild haha. Seniors won 54-24 I believe. Cause we are amazing. I think this week really brought together all of the seniors.

Wednesday I had gymnastics. Did my roundoff backhandspring. Then went to CK 105.5 with some of the team for Team of the Week. We made some calls. Jammed to music and talked to Jenny. It was fun. Chelsea came with us instead of Kim.

Thursday I had practice then locker decorating. I am pretty sure Micah and Alex had the best stuff out of the whole team :] Then I came home and slept.

Friday we had the pep rally. I hit all my stunts I was kind of really happy. We did so good everyone was kind of in shock about it. Then we decorated the feild. We left and had like 2 hours to get all our stuff. Then team dinner at Kim's house. We ate and watched videos. Then we made our way to the parade. Walked it then to the game. All the cheerleaders in Linden were there. 63 I believe. Halftime they left and the boys got tied last minute. Went into overtime and WON :] Linden Football is now officially undefeated 9-0 and Metro Champs. I came home and then slept.

Last night was homecoming :] It was pretty amazing. Went to Hannah's took pictures. Then to Kayla's home to take more. We drove to Olive Garden and got in early cause I have the hook-up. We ate and laughed a lot. Then drove to the dance. Got our groove's on. A lot of kdis were there that I have never seen before. Some kid air guitared. Hahaha. It was really fun I thought. Got a corsage cause Kelly wouldn't wear hers from Joe. Took some fineeee pictures with my boys and girls. Then came home and slept cause I haven't slept really all week.

Today I get to sit around and then go to work. Whooo. :[

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-10-09T07:04:00

2006-10-09T11:05:56Z

so yeah this weekend was real nice for once. i think i may have smiled a few times. i love my girls and im glad we all have each others backs and watch each other when we need it. i still like steve so much but hey he doesnt wanna be with me so why try anymore. im trying to move on. i really wanted to go to a haunted house this weekend with this one boy so i might ask him :] ill have to get ruf or someone to come to cause i miss that bia like mad. todays gonna suck. school cheer work speech.

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-10-05T21:10:00

2006-10-06T01:11:39Z

bomb threats get old.
so does fighting with steve.
nick took me to get ice cream tonight :]
yummmmy.
loves it.
party this weekend

i hope you know that this is nothing to do with you

2006-10-01T01:25:50Z

im in love with this fergie song. basically ive realized a lot today. i dont need to be with steve. i looked at myself today and realized how miserable i am because of him. ive lost weight cant really eat and im so depressed. i dont need this. i need someone who will take me out on dates, let me meet their parents, and like me for who i am as a person not what i can offer them. i want to date someone again just i dont think i will for a while. im going to really focus on school and work. im going to really figure out where im going in life. i know what i want to do but what beyond that. i need more goals to get to. so i dont go off track. idk im gonna miss him but i hate what ive been through for him.

homecoming is coming up. im probably gonna go with hannahs brother dustin so i can go with my friends. i havent really hung out with them since i was with steve. im excited. im attending fentons as well with some chris kid i think. i dont know hes sarahs boyfriends friend. im not sure whats gonna go down yet. there may be some sharing of words towards a certain girl. she deserves every word of it though. you dont mess with me.

thats all i have to say

I can see that you think about me....

2006-09-27T19:46:28Z

Today was a good day. Yesterday was so stupid. Haha. Basically me and Heather were gonna fight? Yeah, right. We talked it out we're cool now. Soorrrryyyyy guys. Today I finished my coil pot. Then sat around in Roy's room for three hours. Yearbooks are in. They're kinda lame. I did my speech, I think I did better. Then I sat and did Forensics work. Lights gonna be gone for two more weeks. It's really gay that shes in so much trouble. We all found out the real story and some people think that this girl is lying a little bit. Forensics is hard enough to learn with a teacher its stupid to try and teach ourselves. I'm talking to old friends. I like it. I missed them. Carrie's birthday is today. SHES A HOTTIEEEE. Hahah I drew her an amazing picture of who i think she should be with. Glasses and all. Hahaha. Uhm yeah I am talking to Stephen again... :/ not too sure whats gonna happen. I wanna be with him so bad but he is still thinking. I hope he changes his mind. He might have a decsion today. I hope its the right one. :] I can't cheer for a week cause I hurt my knee and my shoulder. So I don't know. Game this week against Clio. Basically we shouldn't even play them were 5-0 and theyre 0-5. LAMEMEMEMEMMEEE. Hahaha.

happy birthday once again CARRIEEEE HOE

THUNDERSTRUCKKKKKKK

2006-09-27T00:09:05Z

hahaha i love that song. today still sucked but things are getting better. big fight tomorrow. haha

i swear id rip my heart out if you said youb be impressed, please be impressed

2006-09-26T03:59:59Z

so much has been going on lately its nuts. i had to re register for the act's. and my mom bought me a book for it so i can study. i have to take the written part. and now im starting to apply for colleges. i wanna go to eastern, western, central, or grand valley. im really not sure what i wanna go to yet. its all getting so scary. like i have to start focusing on all that. gotta grow up. sucks but hey you just have to do it sometime in your life. i have a steady paying job i get about 200 bucks everyother week for only working 4 days cause of cheerleading. but its over soon so i can start saving for college and things i want for myself. im kind of excited at the same time to get away from a lot of people who bring me down and stuff. steve wont be with me ever again and im sad about it but i guess its meant to be this way whether i want it to happen or not. i love him still but he just doesnt love me. he loves another woman. one that i thought he loved more than me all along. which scares me and makes me think i wasnt ever the one for him. now i guess i can focus on my friends. the few i actually like. everyone changed over the summer. i really dont get into the whole "party" scene like all my friends do so i dont hang out with them anymore. i kinda just hang out with whoever wants to come hang out with me. no more forcing it on kids. im just realizing a lot of things i didnt want to and it sucks cause i wish i could change it all. i think im done

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-09-24T02:50:00

2006-09-24T06:50:53Z

i dont wanna go back to how things were in march i really dont

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-09-20T18:50:00

2006-09-20T22:51:25Z

i love stephen congdon and the past four months have been amazing :]

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-09-19T07:02:00

2006-09-19T11:04:36Z

im back with stephen. we broke up for like a day. im happy things turned around. :] i think i should maybe start figuring out what college i want to attend. maybe GVSU or CMU. who knows really? things are starting to go good. cheerleading is hectic still but settling down. lights been gone forever but me and danielle are going to find out what happened. work is just boring i just sit around and do nothing. today i get to see emily and im so excited i havent seen her in so long. oh and sarah shes pretty mucha amazing. then i get to see stephen <3 im happy

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-09-17T12:27:00

2006-09-17T16:28:21Z

ive never been so depressed in my life. i lost everything i once had. kill me.

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-09-10T15:25:00

2006-09-10T19:29:52Z

last first week of high school.... it was nice. my classes arent really that bad. cheerleading is getting amazing. haha we had a team talk were really coming together as a team and realizing what needs to be done. im trying to really step up and get my one leg stuff going. and this football team. oh how i love them. theyre doing amazing and not letting anyone get past us. i really hope we get metro this year. ive been so busy with everything. im never home. i miss talking to my mom and stuff. but its also my last year and everythings just all going on at the same time. between work cheer and school i dont have too much time to myself. but im learning how to plan out the time i do have for myself. im still with stephen. i really love that boy. he makes me so happy. im kinda scared something bad may happen but he assures me nothing will. idk im gonna finish my soup and go to work with ruf.

Smoke a sac

2006-09-05T19:34:10Z

So today was the first day of school. First day of my senior year. :] It was actaully kinda boring. School is just a place to sit at for 6 hours and do nothing it seems like. Hahaha. I got to see some kids I haven't talked to all summer. And yeah I guess it wasn't that bad.
First hour I had Ceramics. Went over rules and stuff. Talked to Dustin, Andrea, and Eric. Drew all over my paper. Second hour I had TA for Raymond. It was so boring. I have to be there with 2 girls whom I don't like at all. Good thing is Jenna has the class, but she actually has to do her work. So I sat there all hour bored out of my mind. Third hour I attended yearbook. Sat and talked to Danielle, Lexi, Chelsea, and Katlin. It was kinda lame. Argued with Dustin. Then lunch. Sat with the girls. Talked with Keri and Kayla for a little bit. I'm considering going after Greg's car again. Hahaha. Then school store. Sat with the Fedirko boys. They're pretty much amazing. Fifth hour was pretty much amazing. I don't hate anyone tooo much in there. We played charades. Giorgio was halerious. He's basically the best guesser in the class. Then I went to forensics and colored with Luc. :]
Now I get to sit at home and wait for Julie to get home so we can eat. I miss summer already. I think this year will be a fun year though. Probably not as much drama as last year. So it'll be nice.

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-09-01T12:00:00

2006-09-01T16:04:17Z

linden football is 2-0. undedeated. next victim... swartz creek. its gonna be a long game with lots of pushups. haha then we play fenton. woot. i get to see emily :] haha cheerleading and work have basically been my life. summers over this is the last weekend. james is going to get petey today on the plus side. this summer has gone by so fast. and now im a senior. last year of high school. its kinda sad. ill miss being mean to younger kids and meg walton and carole maguire. i went school shopping yesterday that was nice spending my moms money. i get to get my new phone today. too bad i have to pay for it. GAYYYY. i dont really want to because id rather spend it on clothes or something. but no my moms making me. i get to start tanning again cause now i have money too. im kinda excited for this first day of school to come up. see whos in my classes and how everyone has changed. it should be good. im sure there will be drama though. there always is.

lets seee

2006-08-28T02:02:56Z

school-- yeah its starting soon. kinda excited senior yearrrrr :] yeahyuh. im pretty excited. and the football team will be amazing were 1-0 so far lets keep that second number a 0. oh and i have one book for the school year. its gonna be really hard to pass school let me tell you. haha anyone wanna ever skip let me know.
boys-- still with steve. hes amazing. glad to have him. he has to listen to me complain about everything. hahaha.
girls-- dramamaa. im so sick of girls drama. especially dumb girls. eff them. i like emily and danielle.
car-- door still dented all over. yellow racing stripe still haha not on purpose either.
phone-- still brokennnnnnn :/ moms making me buy the new one... COOOOOOLLLLLL

okay im done

jbairdthepirate @ 2006-08-24T17:10:00

2006-08-24T21:11:25Z

oh mayonnnn linden football starts tomorrow.
im pretty excited not gonna lie :]
its gonna be an amazing senior year for us :]

im mr postman also mr toastman oh man im back

2006-08-17T12:14:32Z

cheer camp.
work.
home/sleep.
cheer camp.
home/sleep.
work.

fun schedule for the next three days.